In the operating room of liver transplantation in the operating room door, had a nerdy man who was dressed in green surgical and protected by a dust cover, with glasses, sober Hello! – he told me – am your anesthesiologist Dr. Eusebio Palomino! And also smiled he smiled and encouraged me the Transplant Coordinator nurse Shirley, whose voice was recorded in my brain it was absorbed, he barely smiled, I wanted to thank them, but I was numb, my chest bellowing with rage incontenida! Veins threatened to explode, the muscles were not relaxed in the blood borbotaba fear, the pupils roamed mute corner of that small room of 35 m2, which recodaba me so many episodes, pleasant and ungrateful. Had a clock, it was the first thing I looked for was 3 in the morning of October 15 either told me Lord! Or Doctor! Lord be passed to the operations table please – said Dr. Oyanguren Como No! – answered – and started to move me to comply with the order wait please! – he told me Dr. Palomino – it will pass with the Savannah one, two and three and Wham! I went from the stretcher to the Bureau’s operations stretch their arms please! and stretched them let me his right hand – I was told – and I gave them! You are going to put a peripheral IV – told me Dr.
Jorge Menacho is the only pain that is going to feel – me comforted – I continued looking around, I wanted to know if it was dream or reality, he wanted to distinguish whether it was operating room or the wake of any funeral home. Above me, had a Cialitos, fixed on the ceiling, with two reflectors, each of which had about 4 or 5 bulbs, which were already lit and moved towards where it needed them, behind mine had an old known greeted them! Doctor knows them? – asked me – clearly I told them – makes as 18 years helped me to survive, in an operating room. There were anesthesia machine, defibrillator, Pulse-Oximeter, Monitor Multiparameter, the Ohio respirator for assisted ventilation, pump, system of aspiration, electrodes, car for RCP and many others. They smiled and continued his induction very well doctor now breathe deeply several times, through this mask, gradually going to go giving dream, a little dizziness and that is going to do everything! They said around had showcases, surgical clothing, circular tables, may table, shelves with surgical instruments, outside had a sink, where heard some voices, they were surgeons who were washed! They were 3 and 10 in the morning. Do all good doctor? – asked me – with head told them Yes and continued injected atropine to vein, fentanyl, sodium thiopental and other inductors looked up at the clock, already had mild dizziness, things looked blurry, but saw time, hands marked the 3 with 20 minutes of October 15 and that was all. I plunged into a deep sleep was a pharmacological Coma! Maybe not wake up! – they said doom shadows of misfortune-lips and pupils gathered slowly, in a symbiosis of silence, hope and agony Miguelito fights, resisting, endures, supports! listening far away!